﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><ttl>60</ttl><title>Warrior On</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca</link><lastBuildDate>Wed, 15 Feb 2012 19:42:42 GMT</lastBuildDate><pubDate>Wed, 15 Feb 2012 19:42:42 GMT</pubDate><language>en</language><copyright /><itunes:subtitle> </itunes:subtitle><itunes:author /><itunes:summary /><description /><itunes:owner><itunes:name /><itunes:email>iphonechandtara@gmail.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:category text="Arts" /><item><title>Huh???</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/02/16/huh.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>&lt;font size="4"&gt;&lt;font face="Courier New"&gt;Goodmorning, i have already lost one blog entry this am...argg..computer has mind of it's own.&lt;br&gt;Doing really well this am, after a wunnaful sleep...unheard of...of course not...hahahaha...&lt;br&gt;Havin my parrich and trying to start a new day. Oh yeah...&lt;br&gt;Starting on antibiotic today, along with placquinol and fluckazoidinol...&lt;br&gt;Let's see have to find way to get hair cut...coloured...that should be a laff..&lt;br&gt;Going to montreal on friday to dentist to find out what he has in mind for lyme infested cavitations..meh...&lt;br&gt;The good part is that daughter is in montreal and we get to pick her up for readign week...yay...and otha daughter is comign for road-trip, and of course the pool boy!&lt;br&gt;Hmmm going to have a hot beverage...pool boy is making me one...oh god what would i do without him?&lt;br&gt;Optimistic today...whew what is that?&lt;br&gt;Talk soon&lt;br&gt;Chandtara&lt;br&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description><category>lyme</category><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/02/16/huh.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">ecad8ea6-b9ac-416e-98ec-a52cc3552386</guid><pubDate>Tue, 16 Feb 2010 13:30:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>14 days since my last post???</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/02/11/14-days-since-my-last-post.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>Well isn't that interesting.&amp;nbsp; 14 whole days...I really can't remember much of the 14 days.&amp;nbsp; What has been happening, lets see.&lt;br&gt;I am going to Montreal for some kind of dental surgery on my teeth on the right side.&amp;nbsp; Maybe removal of some teeth, one with a root canal, a wisdom toof or two.&amp;nbsp; Sounds like a nightmare to me, but is necessary to clean&amp;nbsp; up cavitations and holes where the lyme bacteria are camping out, and will not die because of the anaerobic environment ...wahhh....have to go to Montreal for this. oh yeah...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I have started on some anti malarial drug that is supposed to kill lyme in it's cyst form....ha...we will see...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Going to new doc tomorrow to see how a family doc can support me.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I connected with a childhood friend yesterday and it was awesome, like wow...she is just as amazing as ever!&amp;nbsp; I can't wait till she comes to kingston and we can, party!&amp;nbsp; ha!&amp;nbsp; only like someone with lyme disease can.&amp;nbsp; zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Feeling pretty good today...clear...nebulized gluathone this am, it really helps with the fog...as well as the ribose and the coenzQ10&amp;nbsp; and the mitomax.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Word is still out on the nebulized b12...anyone know anything about that?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Shower time, going to see rents for lunch with Jennie Linsky....shoud be fun, is a nice sunny day!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;We are having a valentines bash on Sunday....with Bonnie and P, Jennolau, and the Kelvinator...we are thinking chocolate in every course...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;chandtara&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/02/11/14-days-since-my-last-post.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">05f9983a-a36a-4999-93b2-b24f8a22b994</guid><pubDate>Thu, 11 Feb 2010 15:41:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>What day is it today// found this from  1/29/2010</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/29/what-day-is-it-today.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>&lt;font size="5"&gt;Hello out there...&lt;br&gt;Blogo timeo...&lt;br&gt;First off I am frustrated with Dan Savage's podcast this week.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br&gt;A woman is 3 months pregnant, with a 4 year old and he tells the horny husband to cheat...or leave her..Dan Dan..dude...&lt;br&gt;Wow that was a lame rant.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So I am still at Kripalu and trying to balance out my body.&amp;nbsp; Without all the protocol I was on I think I have been able to cover most everything...with suppliments form the shop and from town (thanks to Lou)&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I have a cranial sacral apt this aft in like 2 hours.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Lou washed all the clothes we have, all of them!&amp;nbsp; Too funnie&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;My hair is growing and looks like, yuck!&amp;nbsp; This hair growing thing is going to be interesting.&amp;nbsp; I sure hope that the CMA gets their act together and treat people with Lyme in Canada...how can Canada be so far behind the AMA on this one?&amp;nbsp; &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Course starts tonight...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I love people they are so interesting...&lt;br&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/29/what-day-is-it-today.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">dcfb19bc-d4bb-42d3-9eac-cdb8ebdfd9f0</guid><pubDate>Fri, 29 Jan 2010 18:26:26 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Kripalu Mass?</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/28/kripalu-mass.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>HuH?&lt;br&gt;Hubby and I are at Kripalu...go figure.&amp;nbsp; We went from the doctor in northern NY to Kripalu here in Mass.&lt;br&gt;Rough night last night without sleeping meds, and the room was hot, and on and on.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br&gt;So far I have met lots of really kewl people.&amp;nbsp; My heart is open, and whew, this place does bring in the interesting people.&lt;br&gt;Lou is in town getting some stuff, and I am in the coffee shop.&amp;nbsp; Met some uber interesting people in the coffee shop....one lady told me about her cousin that does berry interesting art, and the other of her son who has had lyme for 15 years or so.&amp;nbsp; Apparently teisel is a good for stuff am going to look it up and find out about it...&lt;br&gt;Of course I went o the *shop* and bought some stuff...I just love that shop!&amp;nbsp; I am gathering more information about Lyme as I talk to people.&lt;br&gt;My head feels like it is going to fall off.&amp;nbsp; My head is heavy, and my neck does not seem strong enough to hold it up...the spikes driven into my eyes are rather painful.&lt;br&gt;I am going to nebulize glutathone, and go for lunch...when I finish this blog entry...&lt;br&gt;Lunch yummy!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br&gt;Will rest this afternoon as I didn't sleep until 4:00am or so last night...meh!&amp;nbsp; I am much better than I thought I would be...still lots of owies...&lt;br&gt;Energy is pretty good though...in fact my aura is spinning like crazy.&lt;br&gt;Going to look at the Amy Weintraub book, it has high aclaim...innaresting.&lt;br&gt;Oh to be fully alive...OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW....whine.....&lt;br&gt;Enough for now...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Chandtara&lt;br&gt;</description><category>Yoga for Depression</category><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/28/kripalu-mass.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">847b95b9-a4c7-4f6e-90fa-f16f7de8b7dc</guid><pubDate>Thu, 28 Jan 2010 16:00:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>hello ladies and gents are you ready to ride?</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/27/rocking-the-usa.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>Morning.... yep it be monring.&lt;br&gt;Get this I slept from 10:00pm last night until 5:;30am this morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whhheeee&lt;br&gt;Wholy dooodles who thought that when I went off the immovane that I would sleep better...&lt;br&gt;I am optimisitic that I am going to get better...though i started on the cowden protocol (again) and i can safely say it makes me feel like crap!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I am going to the dentist today for a consult on my beautiful bacteria filled cavitations that have occured where my tooth was...that is now under a bridge in my mouth...that has been driving me crazy for 3 years!!!!!&lt;br&gt;Then I am going to find a specialist that can smooth out the cavitations...scrape em or something....and pack it with bone???? I dunno I will tell you about it when I get there.&amp;nbsp; Arrrrggg...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I hope to speak with Dr. Murakami sometime soon, he is the Canadian Connection...maybe even today!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;What else?&amp;nbsp; Well...same old sauna...hafta do that today...supplements....nebulize glutathone...cough cough...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Hey Judi if you read this...that guy Gerry looks VERY familiar...hmmmmm....&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Going to find some breakfast...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><category>Magical lyme lizard</category><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/27/rocking-the-usa.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">cc34def9-3dd7-49f9-b968-2ccdfd939cde</guid><pubDate>Wed, 27 Jan 2010 16:23:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Video blog post, me live on youtube</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/25/video-blog-post-me-live-on-youtube.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRB5x74pGzo"&gt;Video Blog about Lyme&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br&gt;Click on the video blog...it is me talking about something...*LOLOL*&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/25/video-blog-post-me-live-on-youtube.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">edefb25a-d92a-4d74-8716-35dab518333b</guid><pubDate>Mon, 25 Jan 2010 22:31:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>So you are fighting for your life</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/25/so-you-are-fighting-for-your-life.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>&lt;br&gt;your chronic fatigue is so...tiring...your fibromyalgia a freak show so...&lt;br&gt;You go Stateside you read it on a sidebar, on gmail...you freaken gmail.&lt;br&gt;You don't even know if the place exsists...you take your hubby and your friend&lt;br&gt;You take a car, you take a plane, you feel so sad, so dejected,&lt;br&gt;pained up, messed up, crawlin, siting wheelchair...fogged out....bad&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So you are getting better now, you have a month...a month a month...a freaken month&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;You get wacky sick, with the flu and the achin, the wretchin and the sleepin, the fog, and the pain pain pain&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Then there is th Palsy...ring around the Palsy, Palsy, ring a Bell a Palsy..funny with the Palsy, pain with the palsy,&lt;br&gt;No smilin with the freaken palsy...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;You get in da car, just have someone pour you in, hubby and your friend, have em pour you in&lt;br&gt;Get blood done in USA again, again, the US scores again&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Tests arrive back...US says Lyme Disease, they check the AMA, the guidelines the AMA, check the AMA, what did the AMA&amp;nbsp; say&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;CHRONIC LYME DISEASE ALL WESTERN BLOT PANELS POSITIVE&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;*tilt*&amp;nbsp; you lost lost lost lost lost, \i am so lost&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So you are fighting for yer life...da bing bang boooonnnggg&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;You take yer papers to the Doctor and she says you be wroonnggg&lt;br&gt;Nother doctors says hey you be a bitch, get out of my office...you be sick but you also be a bitch&lt;br&gt;Lady says you have to be autistic...autistic...autistic...&lt;br&gt;I'll ring her back when i'm austitic...autistic....autistic...&lt;br&gt;Nother doctor says here in Canada of course it Xsists...I have book here, see it exsist...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Doctor Doctor read all about the CMA,&amp;nbsp; is blind, cause they can't see...da bing bang&amp;nbsp; boooongggg...&lt;br&gt;That there is sumthin goin on round here, lakes and trees...seagulls and bumble bees&lt;br&gt;Buzz Buzz Buzz...ya hear that buzz...buzz..what's the freaken buzzz&lt;br&gt;.&lt;br&gt;I am making believe the forests are full of snakes, and&amp;nbsp; if you get a bite, &lt;br&gt;It doesnt really hurt a first, not at first&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;And then you go down, down, down....down...hit the bottom...sink in the silt....and you die...slowly..painfully...&lt;br&gt;The snakes are biting folks...they are in yer forests...they are going to bite, you and your kids and your MOM&lt;br&gt;and you will sink down down down...sink in the silk...and you die....slowly...screaming...helllppp mmeeee&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I am not Proud to Be Canadian when \i think of how the CMA and our government is IGNORING A DISEASE, and making it invisible...and leaving me going to the US, over the boader...a few kilometers to reach help....&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Ticks are little freaken bugs...the Lyme Disease they carry, can be transfered to you via a bite bite bite bite&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Then your neurological sytem craps out, thus your muscles, and then your brain...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Untreated as it is here in Can&amp;nbsp; Can'tada....you might just loose your short term memory as I have, or have stabbing, pain, numbness and burning, screaming headaches, few friends (you will have alienated them) somedays you will not be able to walk, or you will falldown out of nowhere, you will wish you were dead.&amp;nbsp; You will not be able to work at any job, you family will be tried to the limits and many will have to go away from you and your *over the top pain*They will link symptoms of lyme akin to A|utism, Alzeimers, MS, Parkensons, scitzophernia, bi-polar, &lt;br&gt;or you are just depressed,&amp;nbsp; or have anxiety...or you are no integrated poorly adjusted...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Well just watch out Mr. Mercer...ha....isn't this a freaken awesome rant...rap...thing.....&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Rick now Ricky Mercer...let me see what you are up to...rant oh mattic&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I am inspired by Dan Savage's podcast rants...ha to be passionate about something....&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Warrior Witch&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><category>Lyme Disease</category><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/25/so-you-are-fighting-for-your-life.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">ee92b63d-8f0d-4e44-9551-6ee7623eaafa</guid><pubDate>Mon, 25 Jan 2010 16:06:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Monday Monday....</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/25/monday-monday.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>I am set for a bit, I took the Cowden protocol (i am on day 12)...have nebulized glutathione...had my FFC protocol, some food...&lt;br&gt;I can feel my body detoxing....in my neck...it feels like two tubes of jello are expanding...aaaahhh....&lt;br&gt;I am much much clearer after the gluathione, I can even think....not in sequence though...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Hey folks all none of you....The protocol they use at the Fibro and Fatigue Centres in the US work!&amp;nbsp; The book from fatigued to fantastic, by dr. T, explains most everything....they figure out wha tis making you sick.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;You can do lots of stuff that doesn't cost a ton of money.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Check them out on the ffc link on my main website.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;They are the ones that found out i had lyme disease.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;There is big hope in that protocol.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I am going to a Lyme doctor tomorrow in the USA where Chronic Lyme exsists!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Iam so tired, and velcoed to the *good ship lollipop*...little fuzzy....pluffing fuzzy lolli out of my mouth.&amp;nbsp; Legs are bad, especially the quads...burning aches with little stabbies...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Arms are tucked to my side to the elbow...and my forearm flippers...with fingers can type, and play the drums in rockband (if i can sit on my rockband stool Jen got me for Christmas)&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Blog a Soona&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Wendy CHANDTARA&lt;br&gt;</description><category>Lyme Disease</category><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/25/monday-monday.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">d85bcda9-3c94-4449-b2e1-2fd5fb8eb9b3</guid><pubDate>Mon, 25 Jan 2010 14:41:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Blog a Funk</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/24/blog-a-funk.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>Hello People out in Wonderland,&lt;br&gt;This Lyme Really Sux Sux Sux, and it Blows B low Blows, Bam Bam Bam...&lt;br&gt;I Have a bateria, it is not inferior, it is freaken wreakin my life, Sux Sux Sux,&lt;br&gt;It is very mysterious some say like Sylillifulus, Blows Blow Blows,&lt;br&gt;Yan can only have it it the USA, can't have in Can a da, it doesn't exist there Bam Bam Bam,&lt;br&gt;And that Sux&lt;br&gt;I can't havea job, I act kinda crazy, I cry, scream and walk kinda funnie,&lt;br&gt;It goes round, the cycle goes round Spirocett, Celless, and Cyst, kinda like the Syfallis, &lt;br&gt;The great pretender&lt;br&gt;Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow...................&lt;br&gt;Freaken OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWW&lt;br&gt;I started with da Chronic Fatigue that was freakin tirrin,&lt;br&gt;Then to The Fibro My Algia, no sleep, no nohting, this is about pain&lt;br&gt;Raw pain, stabbing pain, searing pain, achin pain, what pain&lt;br&gt;It's about the FOG freaken FOG, no nothing, in the FOG,&lt;br&gt;Who are you? Metcha last week at da class...ya right ya say cause you don't rememba&lt;br&gt;Then come the dayz and dayz of pain the laugher and the crying, the whailing and the bawlin&lt;br&gt;They sayz&amp;nbsp; you getting better, they says they has da cure&lt;br&gt;You goes there and gets it, the cure you have it now you be cured, and you can leave all &lt;br&gt;that black hole freaken sucking the life out of you pain....&lt;br&gt;Buta then you are not, you not better you not better by no way better&lt;br&gt;Next thing you know you are worse...worse, you know like a freaken curse, you be worse....&lt;br&gt;More to come lunchbreak, pill break, herb break, eating&amp;nbsp; hummas, gwok and rice crackers break&lt;br&gt;Almond milk without da sugar, you get sickeer if you are suckin in da sugar, poison it be....&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/24/blog-a-funk.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">a377f448-e386-4c6d-9482-7eeeeecef3f7</guid><pubDate>Sun, 24 Jan 2010 17:03:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>One foot infront of the other</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/22/one-foot-infront-of-the-other.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>Going to doctor this am.&amp;nbsp; \like so many sick peoople do everyday, trying to become well, trying to understand, trying to find compassion or a little hope, or help.&amp;nbsp; \&lt;br&gt;\pained out...one foot infront of the other, baby steps&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/22/one-foot-infront-of-the-other.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">1ae97d70-4ce4-415b-9480-1142e25dc808</guid><pubDate>Fri, 22 Jan 2010 13:13:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>The Pain Sometimes Seems too Much</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/20/the-pain-sometimes-seems-too-much.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>&lt;br&gt;And that bites.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Hard,&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Lonely, in the pain.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Film of grease on my windshield...can't see a damn thing....&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Goin for a crash, and I'm all out of windshield fluid,&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;And that Bites&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Crashing again and that bites.&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2010/01/20/the-pain-sometimes-seems-too-much.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">31c012cb-7039-4902-968a-3507baddc2b6</guid><pubDate>Wed, 20 Jan 2010 18:02:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>206 Days since my last blog post</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/12/21/206-days-since-my-last-blog-post.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>I am at Queen's in Kingston.&amp;nbsp; My fiesty partner in crime is with me, as we look for journal studies on lyme...&lt;BR&gt;Yes, Fibrowarrior has a positive Western Blot test for Lymes, reactive in all areas....&lt;BR&gt;Is this good news or bad, we really don't know right now.&lt;BR&gt;I am however not considered a positive Lyme's sufferer in Canada as acute lyme's exsists, and chronic Lyme's Disease does not.&lt;BR&gt;So I think I have Lyme's maybe in the US, or not...or&lt;BR&gt;I am excited to be out of the house, there are many many people that do not live in our house, I found out today....lots of people, they are everywhere....&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Wendy&lt;BR&gt;</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/12/21/206-days-since-my-last-blog-post.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">1e561379-5a73-41d4-842d-83e6d8023845</guid><pubDate>Mon, 21 Dec 2009 18:45:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Friday in May Rainy and Joyful</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/05/29/friday-in-may-rainy-and-joyful.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>Fibrochick here...flipping back my cape.&lt;BR&gt;I am making sure I am ordering my meds today...arggg...this being *cured* is rather a busy and painfree endevor...I am finding it rather hilarious.&lt;BR&gt;The house continues to become...it is becoming...our home...as the paint goes on, the tub goes in (with sexy taps)...the kitchen is comin today...oh yea and it is a muddy...**** show out there...&lt;BR&gt;I am in the yoga yurt...things are rather damp, but as I am cured I am contented and happy.&lt;BR&gt;Yesterday, Co</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/05/29/friday-in-may-rainy-and-joyful.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">aa9b2add-c09f-49a0-95d2-61d5a39a0f72</guid><pubDate>Fri, 29 May 2009 10:13:13 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Eyyyyyeeeeeee Cured?????</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/05/27/eyyyyyeeeeeee-cured.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>&lt;P&gt;Hokay...&lt;BR&gt;Too soon to say I am cured?&amp;nbsp; Well it has been 4 weeks I believe, since I *turned* from space out, pained out, freaked out...and velcroed to my bed.&lt;BR&gt;I am sleeping very well in our Mongolian Yurt...the wood stove is toasty...and everything is at my fingertips...hahahah...it is trashed though, and organization might happen tomorrow.&lt;BR&gt;My dayz are full, with finishing off stuff for the new house, Chandtara's Dream, Middle Earth, on Middle Road....&lt;BR&gt;Met with the chief contractor Mr. Nad...to confirm emails sent last night on colours and counters...doors and the like...with some tranlation we were....rockin...&lt;BR&gt;Picked sum more colours, for the spa, and the other bathroom and potty..all the same but brighter than the walls outside of the pottys...Robin and Casey helped me out...and we played the *designer* game.&amp;nbsp; (All colours are now dun methinks)&lt;BR&gt;Had a fun day with Ronnoc, ha...we were goin to do some *picking up* of stuff and we had a truck breakdown instead...and lots of fixing...and standing in the rain...ahem...and fetching...and figuring...&lt;BR&gt;Needless to say...the day was pushed forward...with the breakdown...but we finished off in style....at the tile place (picked a cheaper way funkier tile for the kitchen, entrance and spa, it is slate don't you know)&lt;BR&gt;Ronnc's sister&amp;nbsp; Robin and co builder ended up fairying us around in her wee car.&amp;nbsp; So we hit the tile place a half hour before it closed....their place before Ronnc turned into a mushroom, because he was soaked through all day fixing the truck...(got a change of clothes) and took the wee beasty LiLi for a pee pee.&lt;BR&gt;Back in the car to Home Depot for more figuring...freaking...pickin and figuring...I think we have everything we were after from stain for doors...pot lights for the shower...to hinges and door levers...aaaahhhh...I have more lists...not a clue what are on them....&lt;BR&gt;Lou brought me an awsome supper over...yummy!&amp;nbsp; We talked ova the day...and selections...and ideas...&lt;BR&gt;Sooo I am at the yurt....with a hot gel pack on my feet, and typing in the driving rain...(no leaks to speak of)&lt;BR&gt;I have to order my meds tomorrow...I have to order my meds tomorrow...I have to order my meds tomorrow.&lt;BR&gt;Downtiime tomorrow for mediation?&amp;nbsp; Pleazzzzzzzeeee....&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Forgot to order meds...tomorrow...I hope Dr. B in Atlanta doesn't read this...she will be concerned about me not ordering meds..and supps..ooopsss....waving to Dr. B....&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/05/27/eyyyyyeeeeeee-cured.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">0ea36dea-fe12-49ef-997f-e604616e28b3</guid><pubDate>Thu, 28 May 2009 02:03:43 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Fibrowarrior Takes to the Streets</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/05/21/fibrowarrior-takes-to-the-streets-2.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>&lt;P&gt;Jai Bhagwan (Victory to the Warrior within you)&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Hello Warriors and Folks that know and care for warriors.&lt;BR&gt;It has been a busy time for Fibrowarrior.&amp;nbsp; I have been terrified that this roll of mine would some to a crashing end.&amp;nbsp; Ha! but so far so good.&amp;nbsp; I am behaving as best as possible, and I hit my bed by 9:30pm..and sleep like the dead (creapy) until 5:30.&amp;nbsp; My days are painfree, and full energy.&amp;nbsp; Hope Rains Eternal...splash splash.&lt;BR&gt;ICResources is gearing up for some fun workshops with some amazing teachers.&amp;nbsp; We will be rocking out there within the month.&amp;nbsp; The first set of playshops, and gatherings will be playing with markers, and doodling...and of course....singing our wee hearts out.&amp;nbsp; We have some talented musicians interested in drumming...singing...and even, you guessed it chanting kirtan and satsang!!!!!&lt;BR&gt;Chandtara's Dream of Kripalu Middle Road, is materializing out of the mists that hang over the *yellow brick road* that leads to the yurts and main house.&lt;BR&gt;Also there will have to be food and celebration of each other and life.&lt;BR&gt;Email me for details folks, everyone is invited...details to follow.&lt;BR&gt;I am up to my eyeballs in tiles for the main house, paint chips, lighting....yes your eyeballs are past your nose...*snort* I will be fine really.&lt;BR&gt;Shout out to Dr. Bullington, my angel of mercy, and all the ladies out at the Atlanta Fibro and Fatigue Centre...you have another success story!!!!&amp;nbsp; Restorative Sleep rocks...and so do the prescriptions and suppliments that they are experts in at these clinics.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Stress wise I should be in the corner sucking my thumb (hahah, well I have done that also...crying...and rocking also)&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;We have been living in the yurt or the rental for a year now...our stuff is all in boxes...or falling out of boxes...my husband is posted to Ottawa and the house isn't even built.&amp;nbsp; And that is just the beginning...&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I have learned patience of a lifetime having fibromyalgia...and now I get to play!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Waving to anyone who happens by this post...know that you are loved and there is HOPE...&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Much Love&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Chandtara&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/05/21/fibrowarrior-takes-to-the-streets-2.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">c241461c-5e9a-4fe8-b8d6-0e137c723ec7</guid><pubDate>Thu, 21 May 2009 10:59:23 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Fibrowarrior Takes to the Streets</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/05/21/fibrowarrior-takes-to-the-streets.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>&lt;P&gt;Jai Bhagwan (Victory to the Warrior within you)&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Hello Warriors and Folks that know and care for warriors.&lt;BR&gt;It has been a busy time for Fibrowarrior.&amp;nbsp; I have been terrified that this roll of mine would some to a crashing end.&amp;nbsp; Ha! but so far so good.&amp;nbsp; I am behaving as best as possible, and I hit my bed by 9:30pm..and sleep like the dead (creapy) until 5:30.&amp;nbsp; My days are painfree, and full energy.&amp;nbsp; Hope Rains Eternal...splash splash.&lt;BR&gt;ICResources is gearing up for some fun workshops with some amazing teachers.&amp;nbsp; We will be rocking out there within the month.&amp;nbsp; The first set of playshops, and gatherings will be playing with markers, and doodling...and of course....singing our wee hearts out.&amp;nbsp; We have some talented musicians interested in drumming...singing...and even, you guessed it chanting kirtan and satsang!!!!!&lt;BR&gt;Chandtara's Dream of Kripalu Middle Road, is materializing out of the mists that hang over the *yellow brick road* that leads to the yurts and main house.&lt;BR&gt;Also there will have to be food and celebration of each other and life.&lt;BR&gt;Email me for details folks, everyone is invited...details to follow.&lt;BR&gt;I am up to my eyeballs in tiles for the main house, paint chips, lighting....yes your eyeballs are past your nose...*snort* I will be fine really.&lt;BR&gt;Shout out to Dr. Bullington, my angel of mercy, and all the ladies out at the Atlanta Fibro and Fatigue Centre...you have another success story!!!!&amp;nbsp; Restorative Sleep rocks...and so do the prescriptions and suppliments that they are experts in at these clinics.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Stress wise I should be in the corner sucking my thumb (hahah, well I have done that also...crying...and rocking also)&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;We have been living in the yurt or the rental for a year now...our stuff is all in boxes...or falling out of boxes...my husband is posted to Ottawa and the house isn't even built.&amp;nbsp; And that is just the beginning...&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I have learned patience of a lifetime having fibromyalgia...and now I get to play!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Waving to anyone who happens by this post...know that you are loved and there is HOPE...&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Much Love&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Chandtara&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/05/21/fibrowarrior-takes-to-the-streets.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">7564809a-92e9-4c80-b404-30918e087537</guid><pubDate>Thu, 21 May 2009 10:40:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Fibrowarriors Jai Bhagwan!</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/05/11/fibrowarriors-jai-bhagwan.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>Greetings Warriors and Lovers of Warriors,&lt;BR&gt;Chandtara warrior fibrochick is buuuuzzzzzyyyy....yeah, busy...&lt;BR&gt;I am doing so much better, I am even driving myselft crazy, let alone Larry my husband!&lt;BR&gt;I am moving forward quickly, well it seems quickly to me because well&amp;nbsp; I have fibromyalgia!&lt;BR&gt;Lets see, I&amp;nbsp; did soulful singing with Wendy Perkins last week in Kingston, Ontario... I am thinking it is a *must do* for all fibrowarriors...as the vibrations of the singing, and being in community with people, well it rocks the soul...more news on that to come.&lt;BR&gt;I am presenting a doodle workshop here in town on Saturday.&amp;nbsp; I learned all about intuitive doodles from my dear friend Pasty Butchard, who is soon to be homeless...as she is going on a visiting tour of Canada this summer.&lt;BR&gt;I know I can't believe it either (no not Patsy) that I am thinking I will be well enough to do a hour and a half workshop!&lt;BR&gt;The doodles also really help when you are in agony...crosseyed, and spent...more to follow...&lt;BR&gt;My 30th reunion at BSS is this weekend, and well I just found out about it on Saturday in the paper.&amp;nbsp; How well connected to my highschool am I?&lt;BR&gt;I am hoping to crash some stuff...*LOLOLOL*...or pay and go like other people...hahahahahah...yep Chandtara thinks she is going to be well enough to go!&amp;nbsp; &lt;BR&gt;Went to Maritime Fest on Friday, to shadow, Miss Gracie who had tons to do, and well you know she is a fibrowarrior also.&amp;nbsp; Lots of fun be had by all, and Gracie is working on the silent action stuff today.&lt;BR&gt;I called this am to activate my new credit card...and talked to a nice lady in India in Bangalore...yep a call centre just like in slum dog millionare!&amp;nbsp; She was very nice....&lt;BR&gt;Talked to credit card (another one) lady in Toronto...to change address.&amp;nbsp; She told me she has fibro too, and is sleeping like 15 hours a day.&amp;nbsp; I am hoping she will find the path to wellness!&amp;nbsp; Waving to Call Centre lady in Toronto.&lt;BR&gt;I talked to call guy with go daddy in Arizona (my computer crapped out and I lost my stuff), it was like 6am in the morning there, his name was Alex...he really helped me out, so I could get back into my blog and rant!&amp;nbsp; Thanks Alex....&lt;BR&gt;Going out to get computer fixed.&amp;nbsp; I don't have a boot disk as it is in the stuff that is in boxes in the basement.&amp;nbsp; Hopefully we will move to Chandtara's Dream within the next month...and get stuff out of boxes!&lt;BR&gt;Gurlchild is off in Europe, other gurlchild is coming home from TO sometime...*LOLOLOL*&lt;BR&gt;Hubby at work making money to feed fibrowarrior!&amp;nbsp; Good Hubby!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Enough for now&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Ciao&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Chandtara</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/05/11/fibrowarriors-jai-bhagwan.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">003ddd49-881b-4324-bc8d-f306f5a4fcb4</guid><pubDate>Mon, 11 May 2009 18:11:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Fibrowarrior Chandtara Rants at Vitality 101</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/04/29/fibrowarrior-chandtara-rants-at-vitality-101.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>This is a rant I did recently on the vitality 101 website.&amp;nbsp; If you like rants on fm...here is one...*LOLOL*Hey folks&lt;br&gt;I have had chronic fatigue for the last 20 years and fibro stuff for 14 years or so.&lt;br&gt;I have a terrible profile for both...as what I chose to do in my life lead me to get sicker and sicker.&lt;br&gt;I
developed an anxiety disorder...and couldn't even put money in a
parking metre in my home town...without heart palps...sweating...and a
fight or flight response.&lt;br&gt;As you can realize there are MANY contributing pieces to this syndrome puzzle.&lt;br&gt;I
went to Atlanta in Dec. Of course my adrenals were burnt crispy, my
hormones (I am 49) out to lunch, my b12 in the toilet..trigger
points...firing off migraines...it just goes on and on...the bloodwork
they do at the centres is comprehensive...oh not to mention the candida
gig...blech!&lt;br&gt;It doesn't matter what the individual case it (my
engineer friend-my hubby is a Fuels and Materials Engineer, and has a
masters in Electrical...and is a General in the Canadian armed forces)
((you can imagine his dismay when I told him that I found a fibro place
on google next to my email to a friend on gmail...and that I wanted to
go there...hahahahaha....he was more than skeptical...especially after
20 years of hell doctors hit and misses as far as my condition went))&lt;br&gt;The
protocol works, the SHIN works (with help from special targeted drugs
from the compounding lab that are specific to the individual)&lt;br&gt;I am
weigh 165 and am only 5'1" the heaviest I have been in my life...but I
am getting well...fast...I have energy at 100% some days for hours...I
am getting 8 hours of restorative sleep....the fog is gone
sometimes...I have a shower EVERY day now....I don't fall asleep for 4
hours a day...&lt;br&gt;I can articulate what I would like to convey to people...without mixing up all the words...&lt;br&gt;I
am reprogramming myself, and grieving to last 20 years of hopelessness
and hell... (and this is painful and yucky in itself), but it seems to
go with the territory...&lt;br&gt;I would have to admit the *numbers* for the
SHIN protocol are just not there or in a place we can access
them...There have to be numbers for the scientists and the
skeptics...something...I hope to work on....&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So much for my Rant....&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Chantara&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/04/29/fibrowarrior-chandtara-rants-at-vitality-101.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">56063f27-c70c-4bfc-9196-9f2df9350571</guid><pubDate>Wed, 29 Apr 2009 11:31:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Fibrowarrior has dragged her ass out of bed</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/04/28/fibrowarrior-has-dragged-her-ass-out-of-bed.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>Greetings from Fibroland,&lt;br&gt;Well, I am finally out of my bed, and on the computer again!&lt;br&gt;Many interesting things have happened to fibrowarrior in the last months.&lt;br&gt;Check out &lt;a href="http://www.vitality101.com"&gt;www.vitality101.com&lt;/a&gt; to see some of Chandtara, or Miss C...that be me!&lt;br&gt;(on the message board)&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I am going to spend some time updating the website, and get some links goin...and some other stuff...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Metta&lt;br&gt;Chandtara...da ta da daaa.....Fibrowarrior!&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2009/04/28/fibrowarrior-has-dragged-her-ass-out-of-bed.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">2f208d25-1c9d-472b-bf6e-c1ac5a9833d9</guid><pubDate>Tue, 28 Apr 2009 13:35:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Where am I????</title><link>http://blog.icresources.ca/2008/12/20/where-am-i.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chandtara Wendy</dc:creator><description>Greetings Reader of Fibrowarrior,&lt;br&gt;Where am I?&amp;nbsp; Ha!&amp;nbsp; Have any of you fibrowarriors ever asked that question?&amp;nbsp; It has been a really wonderful week, down on pain, up on energy as I wend my way through the recommendations of the Fibro and CFS centre in Atlanta.&lt;br&gt;I actually went to a new dentist, just whipped off the road, and went in to see this new dude in my town.&amp;nbsp; He was great and took me in right away....Fibrowarrior was somewhat confused, but went in, and got checked out.&amp;nbsp; FW was NOT prepared for this appointment, and kept telling him so.&amp;nbsp; He was listening well, which is something that folks are not able to do for FW.&lt;br&gt;I met a chick in the waitng room, who looked really stressed out.&amp;nbsp; She had run out of her last dentist appointment (not at this dentist) crying.&amp;nbsp; Funny thought FW because FW had done the same thing just a month before (not at this or her dentist)&amp;nbsp; She had high anxiety and FW talked with her, and gave her empathy.&amp;nbsp; I didn't see her run out of there so, hopefully she made it.&amp;nbsp; She was impressed that FW had just driven off the highway to go to this dentist....FW knows that SSRI's are a huge help for anxiety...and knows that before SSRI's Fibrowarrior wouldn't have done this without an apt either.&lt;br&gt;Ummm...Yesterday Fibrowarrior got her haircut, thank the goddess.&amp;nbsp; She hadn't had it cut since LB (Fibrowarriors sig other) had an operation far away from town, and she nipped into the Mall and got a cut.&amp;nbsp; What 2-3 months ago?&lt;br&gt;Fibrowarrior was blessed by a fantastic gentle, but strong...heheheh...hairstylist...who put her on her ease and FB won't need a cut for awhile, it seems I have a cut the same as my Fibrosister who lives far far far away. Heh...&lt;br&gt;Fibrowarrior is going to get some colour put in Jan...any ideas will be considered...heheheh...&lt;br&gt;FB has olive skin and blluuueee eyes...and a big smile.&lt;br&gt;Fibrowarrior was doing great today until she fell on the stairs at the rental house.&amp;nbsp; Smack Down...she actually fell up the stairs, 2 of them...to lay spralled out...phone flung from her hand...it shakes up FB's insides when she falls down.&amp;nbsp; Actually this is one of the voices inside of FB's brain.&amp;nbsp; Um, FB calls her Fall Down Gurl.&amp;nbsp; Well Fall Down girl only really crashed 2x this week, once down the stairs the oter up the stairs.&amp;nbsp; The slipery conditions didn't even catch Fall Down Gurl once, go figure!&lt;br&gt;Please fellow FW, be careful about falling down!&amp;nbsp; Go slowly.&amp;nbsp; Watch for the steps and try to only do one thing at a time...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Love and Light&lt;br&gt;FW and FDG&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://blog.icresources.ca/2008/12/20/where-am-i.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">e6dd9608-cee5-4bc1-a708-a221362da6bc</guid><pubDate>Sat, 20 Dec 2008 21:34:00 GMT</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
