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Goodmorning, i have already lost one blog entry this am...argg..computer has mind of it's own.
Doing really well this am, after a wunnaful sleep...unheard of...of course not...hahahaha...
Havin my parrich and trying to start a new day. Oh yeah...
Starting on antibiotic today, along with placquinol and fluckazoidinol...
Let's see have to find way to get hair cut...coloured...that should be a laff..
Going to montreal on friday to dentist to find out what he has in mind for lyme infested cavitations..meh...
The good part is that daughter is in montreal and we get to pick her up for readign week...yay...and otha daughter is comign for road-trip, and of course the pool boy!
Hmmm going to have a hot beverage...pool boy is making me one...oh god what would i do without him?
Optimistic today...whew what is that?
Talk soon
Chandtara

        

Well isn't that interesting.  14 whole days...I really can't remember much of the 14 days.  What has been happening, lets see.
I am going to Montreal for some kind of dental surgery on my teeth on the right side.  Maybe removal of some teeth, one with a root canal, a wisdom toof or two.  Sounds like a nightmare to me, but is necessary to clean  up cavitations and holes where the lyme bacteria are camping out, and will not die because of the anaerobic environment ...wahhh....have to go to Montreal for this. oh yeah...

I have started on some anti malarial drug that is supposed to kill lyme in it's cyst form....ha...we will see...

Going to new doc tomorrow to see how a family doc can support me.

I connected with a childhood friend yesterday and it was awesome, like wow...she is just as amazing as ever!  I can't wait till she comes to kingston and we can, party!  ha!  only like someone with lyme disease can.  zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Feeling pretty good today...clear...nebulized gluathone this am, it really helps with the fog...as well as the ribose and the coenzQ10  and the mitomax.

Word is still out on the nebulized b12...anyone know anything about that?

Shower time, going to see rents for lunch with Jennie Linsky....shoud be fun, is a nice sunny day!

We are having a valentines bash on Sunday....with Bonnie and P, Jennolau, and the Kelvinator...we are thinking chocolate in every course...

chandtara

        

Hello out there...
Blogo timeo...
First off I am frustrated with Dan Savage's podcast this week. 
A woman is 3 months pregnant, with a 4 year old and he tells the horny husband to cheat...or leave her..Dan Dan..dude...
Wow that was a lame rant.

So I am still at Kripalu and trying to balance out my body.  Without all the protocol I was on I think I have been able to cover most everything...with suppliments form the shop and from town (thanks to Lou)

I have a cranial sacral apt this aft in like 2 hours.

Lou washed all the clothes we have, all of them!  Too funnie

My hair is growing and looks like, yuck!  This hair growing thing is going to be interesting.  I sure hope that the CMA gets their act together and treat people with Lyme in Canada...how can Canada be so far behind the AMA on this one? 

Course starts tonight...

I love people they are so interesting...

        

HuH?
Hubby and I are at Kripalu...go figure.  We went from the doctor in northern NY to Kripalu here in Mass.
Rough night last night without sleeping meds, and the room was hot, and on and on. 
So far I have met lots of really kewl people.  My heart is open, and whew, this place does bring in the interesting people.
Lou is in town getting some stuff, and I am in the coffee shop.  Met some uber interesting people in the coffee shop....one lady told me about her cousin that does berry interesting art, and the other of her son who has had lyme for 15 years or so.  Apparently teisel is a good for stuff am going to look it up and find out about it...
Of course I went o the *shop* and bought some stuff...I just love that shop!  I am gathering more information about Lyme as I talk to people.
My head feels like it is going to fall off.  My head is heavy, and my neck does not seem strong enough to hold it up...the spikes driven into my eyes are rather painful.
I am going to nebulize glutathone, and go for lunch...when I finish this blog entry...
Lunch yummy!!!!!!!!!!
Will rest this afternoon as I didn't sleep until 4:00am or so last night...meh!  I am much better than I thought I would be...still lots of owies...
Energy is pretty good though...in fact my aura is spinning like crazy.
Going to look at the Amy Weintraub book, it has high aclaim...innaresting.
Oh to be fully alive...OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW....whine.....
Enough for now...

Chandtara

        

Morning.... yep it be monring.
Get this I slept from 10:00pm last night until 5:;30am this morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whhheeee
Wholy dooodles who thought that when I went off the immovane that I would sleep better...
I am optimisitic that I am going to get better...though i started on the cowden protocol (again) and i can safely say it makes me feel like crap!

I am going to the dentist today for a consult on my beautiful bacteria filled cavitations that have occured where my tooth was...that is now under a bridge in my mouth...that has been driving me crazy for 3 years!!!!!
Then I am going to find a specialist that can smooth out the cavitations...scrape em or something....and pack it with bone???? I dunno I will tell you about it when I get there.  Arrrrggg...

I hope to speak with Dr. Murakami sometime soon, he is the Canadian Connection...maybe even today!

What else?  Well...same old sauna...hafta do that today...supplements....nebulize glutathone...cough cough...

Hey Judi if you read this...that guy Gerry looks VERY familiar...hmmmmm....

Going to find some breakfast...

        

Click on the video blog...it is me talking about something...*LOLOL*

        

your chronic fatigue is so...tiring...your fibromyalgia a freak show so...
You go Stateside you read it on a sidebar, on gmail...you freaken gmail.
You don't even know if the place exsists...you take your hubby and your friend
You take a car, you take a plane, you feel so sad, so dejected,
pained up, messed up, crawlin, siting wheelchair...fogged out....bad

So you are getting better now, you have a month...a month a month...a freaken month

You get wacky sick, with the flu and the achin, the wretchin and the sleepin, the fog, and the pain pain pain

Then there is th Palsy...ring around the Palsy, Palsy, ring a Bell a Palsy..funny with the Palsy, pain with the palsy,
No smilin with the freaken palsy...

You get in da car, just have someone pour you in, hubby and your friend, have em pour you in
Get blood done in USA again, again, the US scores again

Tests arrive back...US says Lyme Disease, they check the AMA, the guidelines the AMA, check the AMA, what did the AMA  say

CHRONIC LYME DISEASE ALL WESTERN BLOT PANELS POSITIVE

*tilt*  you lost lost lost lost lost, \i am so lost

So you are fighting for yer life...da bing bang boooonnnggg

You take yer papers to the Doctor and she says you be wroonnggg
Nother doctors says hey you be a bitch, get out of my office...you be sick but you also be a bitch
Lady says you have to be autistic...autistic...autistic...
I'll ring her back when i'm austitic...autistic....autistic...
Nother doctor says here in Canada of course it Xsists...I have book here, see it exsist...

Doctor Doctor read all about the CMA,  is blind, cause they can't see...da bing bang  boooongggg...
That there is sumthin goin on round here, lakes and trees...seagulls and bumble bees
Buzz Buzz Buzz...ya hear that buzz...buzz..what's the freaken buzzz
.
I am making believe the forests are full of snakes, and  if you get a bite,
It doesnt really hurt a first, not at first

And then you go down, down, down....down...hit the bottom...sink in the silt....and you die...slowly..painfully...
The snakes are biting folks...they are in yer forests...they are going to bite, you and your kids and your MOM
and you will sink down down down...sink in the silk...and you die....slowly...screaming...helllppp mmeeee

I am not Proud to Be Canadian when \i think of how the CMA and our government is IGNORING A DISEASE, and making it invisible...and leaving me going to the US, over the boader...a few kilometers to reach help....

Ticks are little freaken bugs...the Lyme Disease they carry, can be transfered to you via a bite bite bite bite

Then your neurological sytem craps out, thus your muscles, and then your brain...

Untreated as it is here in Can  Can'tada....you might just loose your short term memory as I have, or have stabbing, pain, numbness and burning, screaming headaches, few friends (you will have alienated them) somedays you will not be able to walk, or you will falldown out of nowhere, you will wish you were dead.  You will not be able to work at any job, you family will be tried to the limits and many will have to go away from you and your *over the top pain*They will link symptoms of lyme akin to A|utism, Alzeimers, MS, Parkensons, scitzophernia, bi-polar,
or you are just depressed,  or have anxiety...or you are no integrated poorly adjusted...


Well just watch out Mr. Mercer...ha....isn't this a freaken awesome rant...rap...thing.....

Rick now Ricky Mercer...let me see what you are up to...rant oh mattic

I am inspired by Dan Savage's podcast rants...ha to be passionate about something....

Warrior Witch

        

I am set for a bit, I took the Cowden protocol (i am on day 12)...have nebulized glutathione...had my FFC protocol, some food...
I can feel my body detoxing....in my neck...it feels like two tubes of jello are expanding...aaaahhh....
I am much much clearer after the gluathione, I can even think....not in sequence though...

Hey folks all none of you....The protocol they use at the Fibro and Fatigue Centres in the US work!  The book from fatigued to fantastic, by dr. T, explains most everything....they figure out wha tis making you sick.

You can do lots of stuff that doesn't cost a ton of money.

Check them out on the ffc link on my main website.

They are the ones that found out i had lyme disease.

There is big hope in that protocol.

I am going to a Lyme doctor tomorrow in the USA where Chronic Lyme exsists!

Iam so tired, and velcoed to the *good ship lollipop*...little fuzzy....pluffing fuzzy lolli out of my mouth.  Legs are bad, especially the quads...burning aches with little stabbies...

Arms are tucked to my side to the elbow...and my forearm flippers...with fingers can type, and play the drums in rockband (if i can sit on my rockband stool Jen got me for Christmas)

Blog a Soona

Wendy CHANDTARA

        

Hello People out in Wonderland,
This Lyme Really Sux Sux Sux, and it Blows B low Blows, Bam Bam Bam...
I Have a bateria, it is not inferior, it is freaken wreakin my life, Sux Sux Sux,
It is very mysterious some say like Sylillifulus, Blows Blow Blows,
Yan can only have it it the USA, can't have in Can a da, it doesn't exist there Bam Bam Bam,
And that Sux
I can't havea job, I act kinda crazy, I cry, scream and walk kinda funnie,
It goes round, the cycle goes round Spirocett, Celless, and Cyst, kinda like the Syfallis,
The great pretender
Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow...................
Freaken OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWW
I started with da Chronic Fatigue that was freakin tirrin,
Then to The Fibro My Algia, no sleep, no nohting, this is about pain
Raw pain, stabbing pain, searing pain, achin pain, what pain
It's about the FOG freaken FOG, no nothing, in the FOG,
Who are you? Metcha last week at da class...ya right ya say cause you don't rememba
Then come the dayz and dayz of pain the laugher and the crying, the whailing and the bawlin
They sayz  you getting better, they says they has da cure
You goes there and gets it, the cure you have it now you be cured, and you can leave all
that black hole freaken sucking the life out of you pain....
Buta then you are not, you not better you not better by no way better
Next thing you know you are worse...worse, you know like a freaken curse, you be worse....
More to come lunchbreak, pill break, herb break, eating  hummas, gwok and rice crackers break
Almond milk without da sugar, you get sickeer if you are suckin in da sugar, poison it be....

        

Going to doctor this am.  \like so many sick peoople do everyday, trying to become well, trying to understand, trying to find compassion or a little hope, or help.  \
\pained out...one foot infront of the other, baby steps